What’s next to accomplish?

What's next on your to-do list girly? 

Face the world. Face my fears. Face my cries, suck up the tears.

 Regardless of how shitty a situation can get, I still thank GOD because I know there are people in the world suffering from a crisis much more greater than mine.. It helps me to stay humbled and remember that no matter how hard my obstacles get, i'm still blessed to be alive. Life's been throwing so many red lights infront of me, and lately I've been choosing to push the damn gas with no hesitation! Breaking down is OK... not knowing what your next step will be is OK, and these past few weeks have taught me that. Kanye once said,"I'm a pop enigma. I live and breathe every element in life... I find the best of everything," and this is the person I've grown to be. I'm learning to find happiness no matter what happens. I've learned to live in the moment. I have now reached my care-free stage; I have a special aura. It separates me from everyone else. I'm free. to actually be able to shut everyone out and sit down and think to myself "WHAT IS IT THAT I WANT?" without any interruptions. I now feel as though I have options, instead of the old me, the one that felt restricted and limited . I don't know my next step, and I'm not afraid to admit that honestly. 

This is my chance to choose living over just existing, and right now I'm choosing to live, while also reminding myself that this is just a phase (it can't last forever). If I get too settled into this "phase," I would end up losing me. I am choosing to be timeless, while also remembering to keep track of my time, because losing track of it will only result in the hindrance of my comeback.*Raises glass and yells, "MAY THIS BREAK BE A GOOD ONE AND I RE-ARRIVE AT A LATER DATE FOR A BETTER JOURNEY."


**insouciant: showing a casual lack of indifference.